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[03 Apr 2009|01:35am] |
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soooo.....i'm still alive!!
its been almost a year since being on here.
nice.
kinda miss the ol' LJ
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[08 Jun 2008|10:05pm] |
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soo. ill be 22 on friday. im kind of depressed about how fast life is passing.
im getting old.
no plans for friday either. how wonderful
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[18 Aug 2007|12:49am] |
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i have not been this sad, and cried this much in soo long..I had forgotten what it was like to feel like this.
i am so stupid for letting him get to me again. stupid for seeing him.
i hate this so much :(
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[22 Jun 2007|04:33am] |
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so tonight for the first time in over 3 years, i kissed a guy whose lips were not jerrys. and i dont regret it. feels damn good.
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[23 May 2007|12:33pm] |
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so i told myself i wasnt going to watch the news today. but of course i did. and seeing the ship pull in and seeing the families felt like having a knife jabbed into my chest.
what a great day im having now. :(
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[01 May 2007|01:20am] |
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its chloes 1st bday. yay :)
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[22 Mar 2007|10:32pm] |
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only about a week left :\
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[18 Mar 2007|08:57pm] |
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its really starting to annoy me watching people get boyfriends and making them their entire lives fast as hell. i mean, if you have been dating someone 2-3 months you DONT know them. you arent in love. It takes a lot longer then a couple months to really know someone..because just like you they are in "lust" and will act and do whatever it takes to make you think they are so perfect. But sorry...when you are young you still are changing and you can't tell what you are going to be like in 5 years, there is no finding the perfect person.
But you people are ditching your friends..seeing and talking to them when you GET a chance, when you aren't spending that 25th day straight with the guy. Well..while you all do that, and push your friends away..when the time comes you arent seeing the "boyfriend" anymore which is bound to happen you are going to relize those great friends you had aren't there for you anymore like they were. because you were stupid as hell and lost them by not giving a fuck. I had it happen to me. I was stupid and did the whole ditching my friends because i *thought* i found what i wanted in life. Well just so you know, it sucks when you loose the person you thought you loved, then you turn around and the friends you had are gone.
but this is just a thought. think about the future, and forget about the dick inside you at the moment in time...cause it will be in someone else sooner or later and those lips will be kissing someone else.
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[09 Mar 2007|07:46pm] |
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i need a nanny. my back is killingggg me. i wish i could just lay down in bed all day for the next few weeks. but a 10 month old doesnt allow that in any way.
please. come help
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[05 Mar 2007|04:40am] |
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ugh. the next month is going to just fly by. it already is. its the 5th already.
what am i going to do?!
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[15 Jan 2007|03:26am] |
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ok so i had a great night.
who has heard of that show w/ jamie kennedy and stu stone. well stu stone has this little webcam thing on sunday nights where you can call and talk and see him and whatever. well they were doing a "love advice" time, and i got through haha. got to tell my story and talk to some hot guys. but they are all funny. and i love how they all joked on the navy and how jerry is prob with another man while hes gone. it made me feel good to have like people all over the usa hearing my story and then having people talk shit about him and doing polls in the chat room on how i should forget about him and find a good baby daddy lol .. you should all go next sunday and watch :)
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[07 Jan 2007|03:37am] |
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only 3 more months.
holy dhfkjshaklfhklasdhf. i am kinda freaking out now.
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[04 Jan 2007|10:21pm] |
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me and jerrys would-be 2 year anniversary is tomorrow.
i need to get that date out of my head. ugh
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[31 Dec 2006|07:17am] |
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why does it take so long to heal after being betrayed by someone you thought you loved? you would think after finding out everything you had was a lie it wouldnt hurt..
it never seems to go away. :'(
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[30 Dec 2006|11:32pm] |
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fuck new years :(
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[22 Dec 2006|08:36am] |
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ugh. its not fair.
he is out fucking every girl he can. spending all this time with some nasty ass whore who he chose over ME, moving on with life. forgetting i ever existed, forgetting he has a daughter. getting to blow money on worthless shit, spending time with his friends every god damn day. he lives his fucking life with not a fucking worry in the world, and it drives me crazy he just got off so easy while im struggling to keep my life together and still grasp the fact i'm all alone all because of him.
why did i end up in this situation.
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[09 Dec 2006|11:37pm] |
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i got my christmas tree up today!! yay.
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[09 Dec 2006|09:07am] |
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why do freaky possesive creepy weird scary guys talk to me? i'm on number 2 of freak who wont leave me alone, and i almost have gotten rid of number 1. though is does still call me every freaking night but gets no answer. :[
i need some tums, i have massive heartburn tonight.
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[08 Dec 2006|03:00am] |
i have been held hostage for the past 3 days.
but i'm home now. and its cold outside.
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[05 Dec 2006|07:20am] |
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OMFG, i am so stressed i dont know what to do !!!! i have so much going on, so much in my head. and its not just one thing anymore..now im having to force myself to block out a few things, and if i dont i will seriously have a breakdown by coming to reality.
i have become a pro at just forgetting things going on so they dont bother me. but now, time is setting and i think im gonna have a meltdown :(
helppp
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